Why Was I Ashamed of Being Poor?

How my experiment with the tax code uncovered my hidden biases about the people who don’t have money and the people who do

K M Brown
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I would not have said I was prejudiced, certainly not against people who are poor. I’ve been poor myself, and I did not see my lack of resources as being indicative of shortcomings in my character. I would not have said my low net worth was reflective of my low worth as a person.

When my financial situation improved, I continued to believe that poor people, in general, were the products of a number of misfortunes — the lack of inherited wealth, certainly, but also the circumstances of their inherited social class, their upbringing, their culture, and untold other influences. I didn’t blame the poor for their poverty. At least, I did not believe I did.

Then, in 2019, I cut my costs and income with a specific goal in mind — to qualify for an Affordable Care Act (ACA) subsidy for insurance coverage. My other options, going without insurance or buying a policy for $1,000 per month, weren’t acceptable to me so I came up with what I thought then and still think was a better plan.

For most of 2019, living on less in order to qualify for free healthcare insurance was my goal. By transferring most of our earned income…

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K M Brown
GEN
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Retired psychotherapist who loves a good story. Author of From Fear to There: Becoming a Confident Traveler https://tinyurl.com/26uhya